Happy Father’s Day

 It all started when Father’s Day was beyond my understanding. The sound of that boot at night always perplexed me espoused with barking of street dogs. Why my father isn’t home on time?the question remained unanswered since forever. The sight of kids or fellow comrades of my environ intwining their fingers in their father’s while walking made me filled with something akin to grief. I happened to cross path with my Father on my way to school but every encounter has always been a paradox to me. A child grows up playing, studying, nattering about childish frivolous things. Then that awkward moment arrives. Am I missing something?

I went on cuz I was told not to succumb to that consternation. As a child it was onerous to put such thought to slumber. That’s the beginning of my journey of Life. I name it “concealment”. Suppression of reality, repression of actuality. 

I have seen the struggle of a parent infront of my naked eyes to build me up or was it an act of salvation where you are just a pawn by accident of Birth. You are just playing a mere cameo in this stagecraft of redemption. Sometimes it feels good asking myself “Have u been a liability all these years?”

At one side life seemed an easy ride like slipping off the log and on the flip side it was an arduous journey with inchoate thoughts. I can’t mend the fences anymore. Extreme indigence mangled your childhood beyond imagination while your aspiration outrun you once you grew up. I am blessed yes! I am. I myself bless my pointy little head for being flattered throughout my life by munificence of people living in ivory towers. How was it???it was good indeed to live being sympathised for your unfurling wound. 

Void remained void while that umbilical architect is somewhere under the same sky. No person is devoid of Sins and I feel ashamed of how u toiled away. 

Sad demise of our desire and annihilation of our wants made two of us forever.

Happy Father’s Day!!!